I Need To Love Myself!!!!

 

It's time to love myself

Because, I survived!!

The mental trauma I went through all those years and still I survived

I criticized myself enough

I hated myself enough

I judged myself enough

But its time to love myself

For the fears I faced, the nightmares I experienced

The insults, mockeries, hatredness, humiliations,  embarassments I suffered

An ocean of negative thoughts I sailed through

The overthinking trait which hit me black and blue

For overcoming that constant urge to put full stop to everything 

For all those hardships which I faced alone

I need to love myself

All the guilt trips which churned my soul every moment 

The tears and regrets which never let me smile 

The constant sadness in the heart which never allowed happiness inside

Those frequent emotional breakdowns

And still I survived!!

I need to love myself

Never I appreciated my best body features

Always I underestimated my inner talent

Never I understood my capabilities

and calibre

Always I lived with low self-esteem, self-doubts

Atleast now its time

I need to love myself

Thinking the entire world is best and I'm worst

Considering I'm inferior and they are superior

Feeling disgusting about self

Assuming that perfect are the rest

For all those self unfair treatment

I need to love myself

For ignoring those positive qualities and focusing on negative 

For not valuing the good I do, both small and big everyday

For not knowing my worth even a single day

Come what may

I need to love myself

Always I thought my brain is weird and theirs is properly wired

Everyone else is good and I'm hopelessly bad

People are intelligent and I'm a fool

I'm a nerd and the rest are cool

Atleast now, I need to love myself

The bruises I created on my heart and mind

Whose scars may haunt me forever

The healing lies only in loving myself

The poor soul deserves it all the more

Empathy, kindness, respect and care

I need to love myself

I need to love myself

I need to love myself